I do apologize to those who have put up with my bullshit over the years.

I've grown a lot; matured- become an adult. Sort of.

I love all of you- even if I'm a snide, rude bitch at times and don't put out the nicest things and the nicest words. That's just who I am.

Abrasive as I like to call it.

I respect all of you- I wish you all luck. I hope you find yourselves and move forward with life.

From here my life really starts. My professional portfolio ( not the one online on my other account ) is compiled and from here it's nothing but photoshoots, bookings, and work. I'm not going to have time for anything else but my fiance and my family; so I do apologize to those of you who feel I'm casting you off. I'm not. Real life calls sometimes and you all know that I've been flaky for about two years anyhow since I started growing up and finding myself and who I was.

I wish everyone the best of luck; not going to deactivate the account for the sake that I have about sixty notes in my inbox asking me not to.

But; I will say that you all did me well even if I don't always act like it. I wouldn't be who I am without this community.

Stay strong everyone; never stop believing in yourself.

Your dreams will come true if you pursue them; cocky as it sounds I'm an example of this. I never gave up and now I'm really going where I want to. I kept going even when people said it'd never happen- and now I'm proving them all wrong and laughing about it with a shit eating grin.

I want all of you to pursue yourselves, your biggest dreams, and never give up.

The moment you give up is the moment that everyone else gives up too- don't ever give up.

Believe in yourself.

and you can achieve anything.

Adios, chao- love you guys but this is probably going to be the last time I log onto this account at least for a few months.

If you need to find me, my other account is here:



Be warned there are nudes on there; so if you don't want to see bare ass skin then don't click.

Bye everyone. It's been nice.

Regarding commissions--- PLEASE note my other account. I either owe you MONEY or I owe you a full finished commission; you pick but be aware that if the commission is chosen that it's going to be a long fucking time. My artistic ability to want to create is almost gone; my interests are past sketching and drawing now. :\ Love you guys.